So here I am, one more time, once again. After a long time I have decided to come back to my roots where I used to be happy with simple things and no money.
Many years ago I was a passionate person who did pretend to be a blogger in the sands of time, but some day I lost my compass and I found a way to blame people for all my failures. Yes I got into a relationship! at the beginning it was like a escape from my reality but at the end of the day it was the worst mistake that I've ever made.
During that time many people were injured even myself, I always knew that I was making a big mistake, but I bet for my "happiness" I LOST!!!
Despite all that nightmare, I enjoyed my suffering trying to make it up with travels, gifts, relationships, but at the end of the day I was empty. There was very hard days where I just wanted disappear and kill myself.
Of course I didn't commit that crazy thing, but something inside me dead. I couldn't trust in my skills anymore, I spent many opportunities to achieve great things and I just blamed my failure to other people.
I just want to cure my boundaries with a techie therapy, and become that kind of nice person who missed the route.
Techie Surfer
